BIPOLAR!

It really sucks trying to be with someone that's bipolar. He had an episode today, again. He tends to take on other people's drama as his own. Then he'll come home and get up in my face as if I'm the reason life is sucking. Too bad it's the other way around.

Tomorrow is our 15 year anniversary...not much to celebrate. Sometimes I wonder why I've even stuck around THIS long. He does have good days but as of late it's more like good "moments". The good part is he knows he needs medication, the bad? He won't get in to get on the meds. It's pretty much always been the same story with a minimal amount of progress.

Last week I gave him his "30 day warning" and I'm sticking to it. I can't take his unwillingness to participate in life anymore. Our kids deserve better and they're gonna get it if it kills me...with or without their dad.