When Things Happen...

Okay, many of us know that this isn't the exact saying that one usually hears but I'm trying to keep things civilized here. LOL

Yep, this has been my month for sure. Every single thing that could get in my way has and of late, by around 2pm everyday I can expect that the worst is on its way. I'm not sure why but seriously, everyday by 2-2:30pm is when I know that the biggest bad thing of the day is coming or just happened. I ended up having a breakdown and couldn't function properly if at all today. Life got the best of me and my frustration and feeling of control loss took over.

One of my friends just said the other day "it's hard to be optimistic when there's a cloud that follows you every where you go". That's been me. No matter what I changed mentally or however optimistic I am, things go to you know what. Hopefully the worst is over and I can start off again relatively new. Otherwise I'm going to end up on a massive hunt for the best wrinkle creams and end up trying each one on a different part of my face in comparison. That would sure make things interesting huh? LOL!